Good Enough
The Tarot card reader believes in my future love life.
Barry Schwartz believes we can manufacture happiness (subconsciously, or perhaps, consciously).
I woke up believing a very detailed (& G-rated) dream involving someone who is so not my type, saran-wrap, and bad DVD's.
What does this all mean?
I have no idea, except that I think I'm feeling a little spiritually lost lately. Certainly confused about how to go about getting what I want, and sometimes even confused about what I want.
*cue the "Purpose" song from Avenue Q...
What am I doing with my life?
Other than going to Tarot card readers (which, btw, was free at a festival-thing on St. Mark's Place on Saturday... as was the dumpster-acquired pumpkin pie from the freegans) and semi-stressing about the production of a holiday card?
Jesus. I need, dammit, I don't even know what I need. I need you- and I get you! In just 3 days! Time for a run. And Carrie just called so we could get together tonight.
What do I need? This. This is good enough for me.
(and perhaps a waffle iron. I SO wanted waffles yesterday)
xoxoxoBon
posted by sissie @ 5:08 PM
1 Comments:
Zoinks! Saran wrap? The DVD of Thumbsucker? What is going on in your subconscious, young lady? (Don't feel bad, the other night I dreamed I got kicked out of Harris Teeter because everyone thought I was a crazy lady...But I knew I wasn't, so I just kept bagging up peppers till they escorted me out.)
If you are feeling spiritually lost, you shouldn't be turning to the occult for guidance...Come to the Lord Jesus and let him show you the way! Orsomethinglikethat...
Seriously though, who actually knows what they're doing with their life? Even Dad is unsure of himself, and if you don't think that's scary, you don't remember a time when you thought he knew everything (remember when he would watch Jeopardy and answer something correctly and we'd go, "You're a genius!"?).
I'll be there soon, Bonwa. Less than 48 hours, in fact. I'll probably want a shower when I get there. Consider a clean towel your purpose for Thursday. ;D
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