The Stupidity That is Wednesday

As She Sees It

Today was a stupid day. It was so stupid, in fact, that I just want to go to bed and dream something non-stupid. How does one do this? I remember one time I had this really good dream- not that I've only had a good dream once ever, but this dream was particularly wonderful in that it literally was everything I secretly wanted and was one of those dreams where you still think you have it for the first few minutes upon waking. I have, since then, been trying unsuccessfully to have the same dream, especially on bad days. I've gotten close a couple times, but those dreams ended up being nothing but poor imitations of The Dream. Maybe one day The Dream will come true. Then we can all sing Somewhere Over the Rainbow and talk about how absolutly terrific life is.

At any rate, the stupidity of today included: finally locating my lost-in-the-mail mp3 player, breaking down and calling someone I probably should have left alone and not even gaining a resolution to my ongoing emotional query, an impromptu last-minute speed dating event, leaving my keys at home (for the umpteenth stupid time) and having to go downtown to get Lauren's, the guy locking up the subway entrance right in front of me, two R trains and a Q before the N, & trying to get the damn mp3 player to work but my computer keeps spitting the software CD out.

Sometimes days are stupid. But, as Michael said earlier tonight, tomorrow's a new day. I have dance class. And Grey's Anatomy premiers. And if I can't have The Dream, at least I'll have McDreamy.

xoxoxoxoBon