At First, When I See You Cry, It Makes Me Smile

currently absolutely LOVING Lily Allen. you so want to go there. download smile 1. go. you know you want to. like the icing, so bad and yet SO GOOD.

I adore you for carrying copies of your schedule in your small purses. I haven't gone that far yet, but then again all my bags are quite large, which is neccessary when you spend all your days wandering around the city with half your possessions in tow. I will admit to carrying the planner to the bar, but I find it exceedingly handy since I write everything from directions to numbers to websites to addresses, etc in it and I can find anyplace I've ever been just by looking in that week. this is most useful when a bad date took me to a good place and I want to find it with someone I actually like. if I get nothing else from the gusy I go out with, at least I am sometimes introduced to interesting hole-in-the-wall japanese bars and Italian restaurants with the best truffle pasta ever.

I can't believe there was no Club Quizno's when I lived in NC. I feel slighted. even more, I can't believe there is no Club Quizno's in all of New York City. perhaps there is, and I just don't know about it. I must make a note in the planner to seek this out. and one big fat HELL YES to Cosmic. it just couldn't get better if it tried, could it? well, I can mention one thing that would make it better- import the NC price to the NY location. two pitchers for $20?? unbelievable. ah the price we pay to live here is sooo much more than just exhorbitant rent... still worth it? yep. just gotta reality check every once in a while.

since when are you a religion major? romance languages...? QUOI? (insert French Little John here) quooooooooooiiiiiiiiiiii???????

as far as my day, I had lunch with [and the rest has been edited for content, as in I don't want to be a bad friend and say anything too snarky, except that I ALWAYS feel like a fat ass cause she eats, like, nothing] I then returned to the office and had an hour long fight with DHL and USPS BOTH. how lucky a girl am I. I should just stop buying things online, right? easier said than done. also, J the non-apostle actually did call (which I did not really expect, but then again this is how it all started with The Galleria too... wait maybe this is not a good sign after all). we discussed the TV show Weeds, swimming at the Y, and my sleep disorder. according to The Rules these are not appropriate conversation topics, but then again neither was last Saturday. also, since when have I ever followed The Rules? I have so little self control I can't even follow one.

I can't help but wonder: since I haven't met the elusive "right guy," and it's become increasingly obvious that this is a much more daunting task than anyone originally anticipated- while I wait, should I just be having fun with all the wrong ones?

xoxoxoxoBon
ps-the slowrunner show ROCKED- thanks for always being my new music connection